I seriously advise against it.
In this love I found myself emotionally displaced and unfulfilled. With resistance from the party that I wished would receive this love, I was left with this overwhelming force inside me that needed a home. It was too much for my own heart to handle, I thought at first, but over the last few months I realized I indeed needed that love more than anyone else. I found a home in myself. But that’s not what I wanted. I wanted that to be him.
It’s hard though. I’m not sure I believe we can choose who we love…
Well, I think there are two forms of love.
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